It's only material

I keep saying that to myself, "it's only material things." If you don't know by know our house was broken into today. We are all safe, but they took several things. I can't understand why these hardened criminals took our daughter's DVDs. NOT dvd player! DVDs! Really? You had to take the few things that two little girls love to watch? I am glad that this did not happen when the girls were here. I am so glad that we are all safe. I could have walked in on the assholes and who knows how that would have turned out.

If I had it my way, thieves would lose body parts when they get caught. Hand, foot, ear, etc... i have no mercy for thieves. 

So besides myself

When things are hard I tend to write well I have something weighing on me and need to write. Warning, this is a tear jerker.

About 10 days ago my wife sent me a text to hurry home. Shewas besides herself in joy. I could hear in her voice. She nearly knocked me over walking through the door as I walked in. In her hand was a small stick. She had just tested positive for pregancy. We both were overjoyed! A third little one, To add in our brood.

In the midst of trying to figure out how were we going to do it we started talking to the girls about this wonderous event. Pooks and Lil'Bitwould clap in enjoyment, me knowing they had no idea what was happening to Mommy.

Then, two nights ago Venus calls me and says shes spotting and cramping. The fear in her voice is devastating. We make an appt with the Dr. They run a test as well and it reads...not pregnant. Says she "may" be miscarrying. WTF? Dr. I'm feeling empty right now, I know what I'm feeling is nowhere near what my wife is feeling. Doc takes a blood sample to "be sure" and they send us on our way.

Both of us are in shock, Venus wanted to take her at home test. We buy one and...PREGNANT! WTF!?

So, we're sitting, waiting, to hear from the Doc. Is number 3 on thier way or not. This such a crappy way to tell the world. My every thought is on my wife. It kills me to see her so lost, not knowing. Pray for her and the little one she may be carrying.

Location:At home ,San Antonio,United States